Friday, September 16, 2011
i look at myself in the mirror and ask myself what the fuck am I really doing?
I've spent the last 5 years rebuilding my life, rebuilding my heart. I have a great job, great apartment, I have $, I am comfortable, the only thing I'm missing is a partner.
And just like that I'm tossing it all away.
I know this journey will be a success, and it's been my dream, but...
Sometimes I am... afraid is the wrong word, but...hmm I don't know what is the right word. Perhaps it is fear.