Friday, September 16, 2011

some days...

i look at myself in the mirror and ask myself what the fuck am I really doing?

I've spent the last 5 years rebuilding my life, rebuilding my heart. I have a great job, great apartment, I have $, I am comfortable, the only thing I'm missing is a partner.

And just like that I'm tossing it all away.

I know this journey will be a success, and it's been my dream, but...

Sometimes I am... afraid is the wrong word, but...hmm I don't know what is the right word. Perhaps it is fear.

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